3.27.2008

Good/Bad News.

The Good News:

I've started working on the Clara/Zach post, the challenge that's going to be a 'teaser' for the C/Z post, and basically, life is good.

The Bad News:

My laptop charger is broken. For the third time.

Pretty much, you all are going to have to bear with me through this - I'm going to have to find a way to fix it all up to where I can use my laptop more than I can right now - the cord is so bent out of shape. I won't be on messenger for a while, possibly only for tonight (which, by the time I'm writing this, you know), and I'm SORRY! I have email and other accessible profiles you can talk to me on, but Trillian is special to my laptop!

Oh, so something very disturbing happened today: I realized I haven't been thinking about Morgan (except when Jessie and I talk about the latest pit inhabitants).

It's so strange.

Chasity was talking to me randomly while she was playing with my hair, and all of the sudden goes, "So... Have you heard from Morgan lately?" (She knows about the whole 'talking' thing, and like I've said before, admits to totally dumping her boyfriend and going out with him in a heartbeat if he asked. She has also told me I was dumb. I agreed.)

Anyway.

I was like, "No..."
And she says, "Oh, yeah, I haven't heard from him, either."

Lauren: "Yeah. Well. He probably has a girlfriend."
Chasity: "Like last time he wasn't talking to us?"
Lauren: "Exactly."
Chasity: "Ah. Yeah. You're probably right. Loser."
Lauren: "Mmm. I'm over it."

And she kind of stared me down for a minute and sighed and gave me cornrows.

It was crazy. Because it was the first time I'd actually had to think-THINK about it in that way in a very long time.

Yay, independence!

3 comments:

Jessica Jeanne said...

YAYYY independence!!

Its so liberating to realize you havent thought about someone for awhile and your glad
...i just sounded like Sean.
I have to shoot myself now.

Anywho off to find a gun from some gangstas on the street! :D

Love,
Your evil twin for life

AnnaRose said...

*snorts at Jessay*
*hurrahs for L*
*cries because the above won't be on aim*
*runs off to stop Jessay from finding that gun she has hidden...*

:P

<3

HeronErinGirl said...

Jessie you took the words right out of my mouth!

Its so true though, when you realize your pretty much over someone or something its like Ahhhh <- *angels sing* YESS!!!!