But really, it's not that bad.
[& scratch the rule in last post for today.]
So I was thinking, on the bus, and it dawned on me that I'm just being used. Again.
Jessica, who had no prior knowledge about what Daniel's been saying about Morgan loving Kim still, said that this girl from Westmoore who's friends with Morgan thought she was Kim about two weeks ago, and came up to her and said "Morgan heard that you and your boyfriend broke up and he's going to ask you out!" before she found out that she wasn't talking to Kim.
& I was like, Oh.
Hm.
And then I got to thinking about it on the bus.
And it occurred to me that everytime a guy is interested in me, it's for jealousy purposes.
And that this time, I was kind of convinced that he wasn't.
And he was.
And now I have to get over it.
Those awkward hugs and silences are making a lot more sense.
But no worries.
I've gotten over boys before, for the same reason.
Except... This one might take a little longer, because he's the first one I thought wasn't lying.
Ugh, it makes me sick.
Happy 2010!
15 years ago
5 comments:
Oh. JEEZ.
I'm gonna come beat him up, k? :)
UGH.
Wouldn't it be nice if you could just solve everything by beating people up? *sigh*
I don't know... I mean, YES, he definitely could have been using you, and that SUCKS, and he's a JERK. But it's entirely possible for guys to like more then one person at once... I guess maybe I'm like Jane in P&P and just want to see the good in everyone, but... erg. I'm sorry. It really sucks.
Someday, you're going to find the guy who likes you for you and no other stupid things involved, and he'll sweep you off your feet and you will both totally deserve each other. I'm positive it's going to happen. Hmm remember that nice guy who didn't make fun of you when you bought the slushies or whatever? Maybe it's him!
:P
But seriously. Maybe it's like this because he would have turned out not to be who you thought, anyways, and then you would have been even more hurt. I dunno. I just hope you're not totally depressed. Have some chocolate. :)
LOVE YOU,
<3Anna
Not totally depressed.
Just, like, unhappy at him.
But thanks.
And I know, it's totally plausible, but you have to realize that he tried to go out with me once before, and I told him that Kim still liked him, and he backed off.
And remember the 'I want to go out with you, but we never get to hang out'? Yeah. He obviously has the guts to go out with her after complaining about her not talking to him for MONTHS.
I don't know.
Whatever.
Erg. I know.
Stupidhead.
He doesn't deserve you. :)
Mmm.
Oh. LORD.
I'm with Anna 110%. I'll hitch onto her ride down there and help.
That totally sucks babe.
Somepeople can just be so...jerky.
I agree again with Anna. Someday you're going to find that perfect guy, no hitches, just perfect for you and you for him. And you two will be totally happy together and good to eachother.
Sometimes things happen for a reason. Maybe 'mr. right' (man this is sounding so odd...) is right next to you but you haven't been able to see him?? And now you will.
YES. EAT CHOCOLATE.
IT HELPS
(just not when you've read the 7th hp book :P)
Letme know if we have to come and beat anyone up for you :) I dont' want to miss it!!!
LOVEYOUGORGEOUS!
(sorry it's lame...Anna stole my words :P)
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